I know that sometimes you read this. Why, I don't know,lol. but I want to take this moment to let you know once more how much I love you. You are the most wonderful person in the world and I love you with every fiber of my being. The single thing that keeps me going when things seem to much, is the knowlage that when I move to the Netherlands in a few mouths we will have started the reast of our lives. Untill that day, I'm not always be there in person to hold you in my arms when you need it most. But when that day comes I will be there forever. And in the grand skeem of things the wait for that day isn't long even though it seems like that now. I've felt the same way for anyone the way same way I feel for you. I'm not going to tell you I put this blog here because I hope you find it when you need it most. And i hope it lifts your spirits. Not to much longer untill we have forever together. I love you baby. I always will.

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